I really screwed the day up.
I know that no matter what I say now,
You're still mad at me.

I've made 3 major mistakes today.
First, I mis-interpreted your words and thought wrong.
Second, I made you wait like an idiot.
Third, I made you waste your money.

I know that I kinda blew my chances by disappointing you time after time.
I know that I'm not good with my words.
I know that sometimes, I'm not that good enough.
But you still loved me, and I love you too.

For today's mistake, I know you deemed it as unforgivable.
I've never intended to hurt or disappoint you.
All I wanted was to make you happy.
I want to be the one who's making you smile.
I want to be there for you as and when you need me.
I just want to do so many things for you.

I know that you're afraid of getting hurt again.
Nobody likes that feeling. I don't ever want you to feel that way again.
And the solution you proposed was the ideal plan for preventing you from getting hurt again.
I don't agree. I wanna do my best to prevent such things from happening.

I know you had given me chances after chances.
There are so many factors around us, changing the way we think and stuff.
But it doesn't change my heart. Yes, I know what I'm talking about.
I'm feeling these feelings through my heart.
I know it sounds ridiculous, but all these words do come from my heart.
As in literially, not as a figure of speech.

I'll do my best do salvage the situation.
But no matter what happens, I still want to let you know.
You're the only girl that I've loved.